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My name is Blackheart.

I'm both asexual and agender. It means I'm not attracted to either gender nor identify as them. I have female sex organs but I do not identify as female. I am not a man either. I use female pronouns because that's how I was raised, I feel comfortable with it and don't want to make things too awkward for those I know. I think the gender neutral pronouns are stupid and don't want to switch to male ones. I don't mind being called an 'it' but if someone doesn't know my agender status, it could look like I'm getting insulted by someone even though that wouldn't be the case. If I could get my tits and female reproductive organs removed, I'd do it in a heartbeat. I don't hate what I am, I just don't feel it's correct for me.

I wear either men's or women's clothing, prefer men's as I wear a size small. Easier to find stuff that fits! Women's pants since I have wide hips and they just fit better. Once upon a time, I only wore black because I hated matching clothes. Now I stick to earth tones. Some black because I didn't have the heart to toss all my fave shirts.

I'm a commission whore and love to collect art of my characters from artists I like. I'm an avid RPer but I only play male characters. I've tried females but just can't do it. Not a big fan of E-RP but I'll do it on occasion.

I'm offensive and outspoken. I wear a fake wedding ring to scare off the occasional dense person that can't take my cold attitude as a hint that I'm not interested. I can be charismatic and outgoing when I feel like it but I'm not social and often regret being nice, as it makes people get attached. So I try to discourage people from getting too close so I don't have to deal with them later. What friends I do have, I care quite a bit about. They're few and far between. And I might as well consider the ring to belong to one of my favorite characters, Demitrius. If he existed, I'd be all over that shit even though I'm not attracted to people. He's just that awesome, if I may say so myself.

Most of my time is spent reading my LJ FL, RPing and watching movies/TV on Fancast or Hulu. My fave shows are: SG:U (cancelled or not, I still adore it and Dr.Rush), House, Chuck, Fringe, The Daily Show, The Colbert Report, Once Upon a Time...I hate admitting that I like some reality TV shows but I do. Project Runway, Top Model, Kitchen Nightmares, Hotel Hell, The F Word, Face Off.

I love animals, specifically cats. At the moment my pets are: 4 slings (fireleg, Mexican red leg, OBT and salmon birdeater), chilean rose, 3 firebelly toads and a colubrid.

I loathe children and part of that can be attributed to working at a zoo for years. Hate, hate, haaaaate.

There's no real reason my journal is friends-only, I just felt like making it that way. But feel free to add me, I'm not too interesting and I don't update very often. I'm most active on IRC (darkmyst) and my username is Blackheart.


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